Money woes

Dh's check was way below what I estimated. We have a roller coaster pays each week. Highs and lows. They very greatly to the point that its hard to make a budget stick.

Two weeks ago his check was over $200 than I estimated. So I held back $200 because one of the next few weeks it would be low again and we'd need back up. Last week it was $34 over than I had estimated. Ok, fine..I can live with that. Figured this week should be $550. On average it should be $750 ea week but fluctuates so much can't really say that for sure. I was so wrong on both accounts. It was $370. How is a family of 5 to live off of that? We can't.

I just sick and tired. Sick and tired of being in debt, of being on a plan, not getting to have fun, not being able to spend money on things we need, not being able to buy clothes for me because they are cute, not being able to have a freaking life besides worrying about paying our bills on time! Grrrrrrrrrr.....

On of these days I'm gonna come here and yell we are debt free. When I do, you better believe I'm gonna celebrate in style too.

Ok, off my rant. Thanks for listening.